Our wedding plans.

I had a pretty awesome day yesterday, me and Curt were talking about our wedding day and what we wanted to do. We both decided that we both can go through the temple with a little bit of change in are habits. We don't do anything that can't be changed without effort. So we went to the Manti temple and decided that it would be the temple we got married in. I also know that many of you think that we shouldn't have the reception in a church gym, but we are really trying to go the cheapest way seeing is how we are both very poor. LOL I am very excited about my wedding now knowing that I will be doing something I have always wanted to do. The only sad thing about this is certain members of my family will not be able to see me get married including my dad. I have always pictured my wedding with my dad walking me down the aisle to my wedding song, But I guess as we get older we change are minds on what we want. We are still keeping the same date just to give us time to get where we need to be to go through the temple. I am very happy about this and hoping that my friends and family will support our wishes.

It is really just so pretty at night, I love it and am so excited!

As you can see, this is the temple in the day light.

I had to ask him to pretend to love me. LOL aw pure happiness! :D

Just had a fun day taking pictures together, after all if you don't have pictures what do you have?

Me and Curt again, I really do love him. Don't let my cheesy smile fool ya. :D

Curt posing, I don't know if he knew I took that picture or not I was trying to sneak it.

Me and Curt at the ball park in Spanish Fork. Just having a fun day goofing off, tons of fun.

So the Michael Jackson's This is It is coming oh so soon, and I will own it. Yes I am a fan of M.J., I know shocking huh. LOL

And of course my very beautiful kitty Timmy. I love this cat more then anything in the world, so be advise not to ask me who to choose you or the cat I will pick the cat everytime. LOL

Here is just some more of my photography.

I did take this photo, I was trying to make it look like a painting. I think it looks pretty cool though.

These two ducks get attacked by seagulls, I felt kinda bad.

This duck was cute, he just kept staring at me and following me everywhere.

See this is when they all started running towards me. All Curt did was laugh, I guess it was pretty funny though.

He kept trying to get me to feed them, but once I had the bread in my head they all started to chase after me. I was a chicken I will admit. LOL

Curt feeding them, they were very hungry.

A very fun day feeding the ducks at Salem pond.

Just venting

Well once again I get yelled at and called selfish for something I have not even done. It seems like even when I try things just get messed up, nothing is ever going to be good enough for you. I am always going to be called selfish and no good. You say you love me then tell me what I am doing wrong?? If you are going to keep putting me down cause of what other people say about me then our relationship is over, and that kills me to say that cause I love you. But I don't deserve the put downs and the lies being said about me. I thought family was suppose to be there for each other? Then why has my family done nothing but stab each other in the back?